Restless
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 A Restless Anywhere But Here Feeling

Having a restless soul means being ill at ease with yourself or your current situation. Restlessness can be the result of having too much of something, like your mundane life. You are looking for an escape or to ease discomfort. Restless people can’t sit still or relax. They feel bored, anxious, or uncomfortable. That’s exactly how I felt. I’m sure you’ve felt the same way at times too. Perhaps you could complete this sentence yourself: I would be happier if ______. 

Shining God’s Light Into Our Darkness
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God’s Light Illuminates Our Darkness

Have you ever run away from God? I have. When I became a Christian I kept hearing about how I was supposed to behave. But because of my rocky childhood, I was a survivor. My coping mechanisms were keeping busy ,being perfectionistic with myself and others, and being angry when I and others couldn’t live up to my impossible expectations. But even worse, I saw God as a judgmental parent who rejected me because I wasn’t good enough.